CP3 - The Hiddenness of God - Reflections from Contemplative Provocations by Fr. Donald Haggerty

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Reflection 3 – The Hiddenness of God – Reflections from Contemplative Provocations by Fr. Donald Haggerty – Discerning Hearts Catholic Podcasts

God is more present in prayer than we may often think, turning toward us with a father’s solicitude to protect our soul in some manner, assuaging some doubt, removing some uncertainty. In this there may be no image, no emotion, no particular thought. Yet the effect within our soul is a certitude that God is very personal in his love. He asks us to trust this truth.

The simple truth is that God is perplexing in his love. It is the paradox of more intimate relations with him. Unfortunately we may stop too soon on the path that leads more deeply into his love. Our experience in prayer can cause us to halt prematurely. God’s preference for hiding does not match our expectation of intimacy with him. His presence to us in prayer offers no easy assurances of his love. Indeed God may seem painfully unknown when he is sought most intensely. It can be as though we induce him to hide when we desire him most. We know him sometimes only as he leaves behind sharp hungers in our soul.

A tension between God’s disclosure of himself and his hiddenness is always present in our relations with God. For reasons we never fully fathom, God determines the pace and the extent to which he uncovers any glimpse of his face. This is unique and personal for each soul; yet certain patterns are recurring. These point to the partial nature of every experience of divine love and the return by God afterward to deeper mystery. A rhythm of divine approach and disappearance repeats continually. This interchange educates us in the paradox of relations with God. When God is drawing closer, it is not uncommon that darkness encloses the soul for a time. Trials become precursors to deeper graces in prayer. More significantly, the purifications God imposes parallel the disclosure God is preparing. When he shows himself, it will be in camouflage and shadow, the glimpse of his face often not recognized until later. The pattern extends outside prayer, too. A poor man’s face, uncomprehended at the time, leaves our soul disquieted, longing for God and not knowing why. After every instance of showing himself, Our Lord disappears again from sight, a further provocation to spiritual hunger.

Haggerty, Donald. Contemplative Provocations: Brief, Concentrated Observations on Aspects of a Life with God (pp. 27-29). Ignatius Press. Kindle Edition.

Discerning Hearts Daily Contemplative Prompts

Reflect on times when it felt like God was distant in your prayers, making you long for a closer connection

How have these experiences tested or strengthened your belief in God’s love and the complex process of getting closer to Him?

During Lent, how can accepting God’s mysterious absence help you see the unique ways He shows His love and presence, often when you least expect it?

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A great many religious people undertake a serious dedication to prayer. They are moved by a longing for a deeper encounter with God that beckons them as a distant light at night on the sea. Yet far fewer become true contemplative souls, for it is difficult to continue the quest for God in the face of many obstacles.

For those who are spiritually courageous and full of desire for God, this book will provoke them to persevere in this ultimate adventure in life-the more complete discovery of the living God. Thematically unified by the notion of God’s ultimate transcendence to our limited human knowledge, this work offers a rich profusion of insights on the life of prayer and the pursuit of God.

A key to spiritual growth is the understanding that the hiddenness of God becomes a paradox in the experience of a soul seeking him wholeheartedly. Rather than enjoying a more intimate familiarity with God, the soul advancing in prayer is likely to experience more intensely the concealment of God. This surprising truth undergirds true contemplative prayer. It is a reason why every contemplative soul, and every saint, is inflamed with a never satisfied thirst for God.